Scruffy

How much I miss you, no one will ever know. Scruffy, you was such a support for me. You was my very best friend. You was always there for me no matter what. You always greeted me so kindly when I would get home from work. You slept with me and stayed close to my heart the whole time. You always did love going car riding. I miss those days so very much. I can't believe that it was just that "one" night I left you at home while I spent the night somewhere else. I would do anything if I could turn back the hands of time and would have took you with me. I can't even start to imagine the pain and horror you felt when the apartment caught on fire. Oh baby girl, mommy is so sorry. I feel at times that I can't go on with all the grief and quilt I feel, but I know I'll see you again one sweet day. Until then, take care of yourself, Shyla, and Twinkles. Mommy misses you all.

Rebecca Elkins