Sunday Pug

Born: January 1

Died: December 27, 2005

Last night I lost the love of my life.

My Sunday Pug.

I seen her for the first time about 5 years ago. Since that day nothing could come between us. She wanted nothing more than to be next me at all times. No matter my mood she always loved me unconditionally.

I took her to the vet. yesterday and in my heart I knew she was terribly ill. Little did I know that my heart was going to go to heaven last night.

During surgery the Vet. came out and said he had been wrong about what he believed was wrong with my baby. Instead he found a kidney that seemed to be cancer ridden. He said I had to make a decision to either let her go or to remove a kidney and take the chance. I ask could I see her to tell her how much I loved her. He let me. As I kissed her and told her how much she meant to me a tear fell on my sweet pug and my Sunday pug's little heart stopped. I chose to let her go at that moment. She had sufferred enough and I felt by holding on to her I was being selfish.

Everyone involved says that she waited just for me to be with her. What a love we have. I cant believe she loved me so much she waited for me to be next to her before letting go. Even the Vet. swelled with tears.

Today my heart is broken and my will is weak. I wish I had told them to do whatever it took to try and save my sweet pug. But I know in my heart she is in heaven snorting at everyone and wagging that little piggie tail once again.

Her last day with me hurt so much, but I made sure she had her very own cheeseburger and all the love I could give.

I will never forget my sweet Sunday Pug, and I hope heaven knows what an angel they have received.

To my sweet baby, I love you. Always have and always will. Till we are together again.

Love Momma

Treva Killough