Spencer

My Dearest Spencer you are my joy, my laughter, my happiness, my pain, my heartache, my grief, but most importantly you are my forever love. You taught me so much about tne innocence and joy of life. You lived everyday to it's fullest - always smiling always happy. Without you here to guide me I find I don't see the good so much anymore - I hear only the sad and unhappy stories. I try to hold onto all our wonderful journeys together - but the grief grabs hold so strongly. I want to honor you my sweet, and remember the happy days - all the walks we took, all the new places I showed you and you showed me - we were so good together. I feel so alone without you now, I know you are with me in spirit, but I am not strong. My grief over having to say goodbye to you is just too much - I hope that with Gods' eternal love I will one day find comfort in knowing that you await me in heaven.

Diane Kusky